Another year has gone by. What the heck...I'm 20?! Since when am I not a kid anymore? (I mean...I still act like one. Everybody knows that.) When do you fully grow up? I'm kind-of scared. I don't know why, but not being a teenager anymore has officially hit me with the fact that I'm an adult. Even though I don't want to think about graduating college or buying a house or even getting my own insurance right now, it's all going to be thrown at me before I know it. I think this is the most confusing time in everyone's life. It's when you're stuck in the middle...some days you really want to be an adult and take care of everything yourself and other days you just want to hide and let somebody else ("Mommm?!") handle it. But it's something everyone has to go through. Unless you live in a country where you're put in an arranged marriage at age 14 and start having babies at 15 or something. I mean...I guess those people actually are forced to grow up earlier than we are. I'm not saying they have it better than us...I'm just saying...I don't really know what I'm saying. Anyways...back on topic (A.D.D. Sorry.) I am a little confused as to where my life is headed. I mean...I'm a confident young woman with many talents and abilities and the drive to be successful in life. (I think I threw in some sarcasm there) But anywho, I'm just trying to figure out where I'm headed in life and how I'm going to make my dreams a reality. Okay, enough of the fairytale bull...I'm gonna go do something unproductive. ;)
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